Get something off your chest.

[Ollie™]

What kind of Palsy do you have, and is it genetic?

It affects my legs I can tell you that, I don't really know details. It's mild but I'm sure it was caused by trauma during pregnancy.

[Codes.]

...I was being facetious.

 

Why do you hate life?

People. Stress. The usual.

[Fozy]

I got confused for a bit and thought you were pregnant. If there's anything I wish I could change in this world, it's the symptoms of debilitating diseases like this. I get extremely upset and angry whenever I witness it.

[Fozy]

 

...I was being facetious.

 

Why do you hate life?

People. Stress. The usual.

 

Do you really hate life or are you exaggerating over things that suck?

[Ollie™]

I got confused for a bit and thought you were pregnant. If there's anything I wish I could change in this world, it's the symptoms of debilitating diseases like this. I get extremely upset and angry whenever I witness it.

Yes, I was pregnant, oops.. I don't know if it's so much a disease as it is a condition. Though, the more people understand the better, it truly is something I've learned to embrace.

[Fozy]

Yeah, disease was a bad choice of word.

[Codes.]

 

 

...I was being facetious.

 

Why do you hate life?

People. Stress. The usual.

 

Do you really hate life or are you exaggerating over things that suck?

 

I hate life about 75% of the time. Basically because of stress and depression that never seems to go away. I don't believe in suicide or anything like that. I just don't feel my existence is relevant most of the time. Welcome to what goes on inside my head besides deep thought and analysis. 

[Big Pete®]

Quite alot, but this isn't the place.

Edited September 25, 2014 by Big Pete®

[AgeofSandow]

 

 

 

...I was being facetious.

 

Why do you hate life?

People. Stress. The usual.

 

Do you really hate life or are you exaggerating over things that suck?

 

I hate life about 75% of the time. Basically because of stress and depression that never seems to go away. I don't believe in suicide or anything like that. I just don't feel my existence is relevant most of the time. Welcome to what goes on inside my head besides deep thought and analysis. 

 

I'm with you on this one.

[Ollie™]

Yeah, disease was a bad choice of word.

It's fine honestly, I remember last year I was struggling with anxiety and the school counsellor said "we can't cure you" Now THAT was a bad choice of words.

[Aero]

Ah codes, you're heading to college, your life is just beginning...

Nerdgfx. We have a guy at work who's been dealing with his CP all his life. He's 44 now and, while yes his health has deteriorated in the 13 years I've known him, he's still able to most things. New staff take a while.of getting used to his slurred speech is probably his biggest hardship at the minute, bit that passes

[Fozy]

I'm more than sure a lot of people feel that way about life. In truth, it's true. You are going to be insignificant. It's why people do the things they do, to get any sort of recognition. This could be philanthropists and on the other scale, murderers. Do what matters to you. There's 8 billion others out there, a whole lot more beforehand and a whole lot more after. Every single one of us is a drop in the ocean.

 

Don't let that get to you. We're all on the same boat.

[Fozy]

BAH GAWD HE'S BROKEN IN HALF

 

Palsy means nothing, don't let it change the person you want to be.

[AgeofSandow]

it's just that humans are meant to be accepted and loved. I don't at all fit in with people my age because I matured more quickly and I just don't enjoy the same things they do. So I really have nobody to talk to.

[Fozy]

it's just that humans are meant to be accepted and loved. I don't at all fit in with people my age because I matured more quickly and I just don't enjoy the same things they do. So I really have nobody to talk to.

This is typical teenager talk, don't worry about it.

[Big Pete®]

fuck me this is depressing

[The Don]

 

Can't say I stress much but setting up all the appointments for my back and getting my MRI results has me a bit on edge. Not out of fear or anything, just more trying to plan it around work is a bit of a bitch. I'm hoping the epidural will take care of the majority of the pain as it's starting to effect my work.

Let me know how shit goes, my back is getting a bit troublesome, and I'm going to be working with a lot of heavy lifting again soon.

 

Just don't do what I tend to do. Get pissed off and he-man whatever the heavy item in question is. What fucks me over is if someone at work is going slow on (for example) emptying a washer, I tend to get pissed off and all but shove them out of the way while saying "Just let me fucking do it!" Or I'll inveitbly go too fast and start being stupid which tends to put a lot of stress on an already stressed area of my back. Watch Michaels/Austin from WMXIV, notive how Shawn walks during most of the match? That's how I end up walking by the end of a work day... albeit slower and with a more pissed off look.

 

On the bright side, it's just going to be a spinal epidural as opposed to the other option that would requre them needing to stick a needle in the already narrowing openings in my vertebrae where the nerves come out. From my understanding it's just a couple shots between a couple sets of vertebrae which is comparatively much easier to access given the difference in size.

[AgeofSandow]

 

it's just that humans are meant to be accepted and loved. I don't at all fit in with people my age because I matured more quickly and I just don't enjoy the same things they do. So I really have nobody to talk to.

This is typical teenager talk, don't worry about it.

 

is it? I haven't encountered someone like me yet

[Fozy]

Holy fuuuuuuck that sounds so fucking eugh. I hate shit like that.

 

When my finger got basically cut off with a samurai sword, the sorest and most sickening thing that ever happened to me in my life, is getting injections into my open wound to numb the pain. Then being able to feel it all being reattached while I dare not to watch.

 

I'm getting all sweaty and light headed thinking about it.

[Fozy]

 

 

it's just that humans are meant to be accepted and loved. I don't at all fit in with people my age because I matured more quickly and I just don't enjoy the same things they do. So I really have nobody to talk to.

This is typical teenager talk, don't worry about it.

 

is it? I haven't encountered someone like me yet

 

Dude, I can almost guarantee you that most people on forums think this way. Reddit is full of em, 4chan is built around them.

[Yin Yang Bought In]

This one time in 6th grade, I got super pissed for some reason I don't even remember and I threatened to burn down the school and the teacher misheard me as "I'm gonna blow up the school".

[Ollie™]

it's just that humans are meant to be accepted and loved. I don't at all fit in with people my age because I matured more quickly and I just don't enjoy the same things they do. So I really have nobody to talk to.

This is typical teenager talk, don't worry about it.

is it? I haven't encountered someone like me yet

Hello I be ur noo mature friend? Seriously though man, all of us feel like that, in fact almost all the kids on here have the same mindset, including me, don't sweat you'll find your people. School isn't for us

[AgeofSandow]

 

 

 

it's just that humans are meant to be accepted and loved. I don't at all fit in with people my age because I matured more quickly and I just don't enjoy the same things they do. So I really have nobody to talk to.

This is typical teenager talk, don't worry about it.

 

is it? I haven't encountered someone like me yet

 

Dude, I can almost guarantee you that most people on forums think this way. Reddit is full of em, 4chan is built around them.

 

 ok. I just feel lonely at times. Even compared to here, since I only message like 2 people. And I don't even go to stuff like homecoming and I feel bad for it

Edited September 25, 2014 by AgeofSandow

[Big Pete®]

Fozy, the new Dr Phil.

[Fozy]

Here's a tip. Go to things like that. Experiences like this are what defines you as a person and it'll be better than doing fuck all like coming on smacktalks and getting pissed off at me again.